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Thursday, January 27, 2005

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I knew I was going to eventually end up posting more at my other blog. Sorry for the sporadic posts.

I simply don't have anything to write about here. I have to think it's my mood lately that's keeping the inspiration wheel from me. I could write about the dark things in my life right now, but it's just to personal to face. I could write about how sick I am of being this size, or I suppose I could write about the angst I felt seeing all of my high school friends again at the funeral, or that I'm an insecure person and wished my husband hadn't picked up that call, or that all I want to do when I come home is sleep. But no, I won't write about that.

Instead, I'll keep it inside like I always do, and carry on.

posted by Rebecca @ 8:34 AM  

1 Comments:

  • At 2:21 PM, Blogger Denise said…

    Sweetie...I'm so, so sorry for everything you're going through. Trying to get pg is so emotional anyway and then you throw in the pain and stuff and you must just be so miserable! I wish I could come over and take you out for a nice picnic and girl talk. By the way, don't let the doctor tell you that your weight has anything to do with conception because lots and lots of plus sized mommies will tell you it will work just fine. Some doctors like to use it as a cheap excuse: 1. to get out of having to do a real fertility work up and determine the root case and 2. to make you feel guilty for not being perfect (which is total crap). Would it be easier to be pg with less weight to carry around? Sure, but it's not a pre-requisite.

    Oodles and oodles of hugs for you, Rebecca!!!

     

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