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Thursday, December 16, 2004

Letter to my mind

I originally had a post but deleted it after realizing it was just too personal. I have a lot on my mind right now, and I'm going to get some things out by doing what I do best. Making a list. Chances are, you will have no clue what I mean by anything on my list...but I will.

1. Our world will not come crashing down if Aaron and both decide to pursue other "fields".
2. Bills will be made one way or another, we should not let this change our view on starting a family. You are NEVER financially ready for children. Only rich people can claim that.
3. If it turns out we did not successfully start our offspring this month, I will get my body in better working order. I know EXACTLY what this entails, I've done it before. No more excuses. When you lose and just stop exercising, you gain back so-much-more.
4. Let it go. You can't fix years of that shit.
5. For Aaron, for me, all that weight, pain, or anything else. It is what it is.
6. In fact, relax a little, some of those pounds are pounds of internalized crap, you know.
7. Mend the fences and let it ride. Live for you and only you. No one else is going to look out for your needs. Remember that.

Regards,
Me


2 Comments:

  • At 2:55 PM, Blogger ZoeGirl said…

    *hugs* Hang in there girl, I know how your feeling. Believe me I do. If you need ANYTHING let me know ok. We all go through rough times, and these blogs really do help us express how we are feeling on the inside, and sometimes we can be more open here because we know there really isn't any judgement, so let it out :) Or at least write it down somewhere, even if noone reads it...you've expressed yourself and you will feel much better. :) Like I said...hang in there...it'll pass..remeber what you told me..."something good is bound to head your way soon" *hugs*

     
  • At 12:11 AM, Blogger Jenniy said…

    Sounds like a bit to think about! Hang in there :) And I agree with #2 - not that I have kids of my own, but I've been told by EVERY parent I know that very same thing. As long as you can afford to feed and cloth kids, you're ok ;)

     

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